{"id":261,"date":"2005-04-07T18:43:08","date_gmt":"2005-04-07T22:43:08","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2006-05-21T20:59:56","modified_gmt":"2006-05-22T00:59:56","slug":"in_search_of_something_what_was_i_search","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fgiasson.com\/blog\/index.php\/2005\/04\/07\/in_search_of_something_what_was_i_search\/","title":{"rendered":"In search of something &#8211; What was I searching for?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It was raining outside. I was looking at the depressiveness of the day. The snow was vanishing with the rain. The teacher was talking about Heraclites, Socrates and Plato. A philosophy class&#8211;the perfect place where to muse. <\/p>\n<p>What would I do in the future? What he look like? What do I have to do to try to enhance it? All choices were of importance at that time. I was emerging from my childhood to enter in my adulthood. Since that time, all choices I take has a repercussion on my future.<\/p>\n<p>I was musing on these questions about my future. I was not in the mood to continue my studies for another 4 or 5 years. I had a flash: I wanted to stop them right now to see another part of the world. It&#8217;s exactly what I done. I got a summer job and gone to Europe the next autumn. I wanted to see the old continent. <\/p>\n<p>I saw it. I have been to all main capitals of Europe. I was expecting something exceptional. I saw exceptional buildings, houses, parks and museums. Yeah they were exceptional, but they were only buildings, houses, parks and museums. <\/p>\n<p>I was searching for something that I wasn&#8217;t able to explain what it was. It was not spiritual. It was a vague idea; something that I wasn&#8217;t able to focus on. I was wandering everywhere. I wasn&#8217;t taking attention to buildings anymore; it was not what I was searching for.<\/p>\n<p>I was trying to understand what I was doing there; what sent me there. I had lost interest in buildings and architecture but I found interest in people. I talked to them, I mused with them. We talked about their countries and families. I tried to understand them for what they were. I found friends. <\/p>\n<p>I found people. It&#8217;s what I always found in my trips. It&#8217;s the focal point of all of them. Now, what motivates me to go to a specific place is the curiosity I have to understand the people that live in this place. I want to know their culture; I want to understand it; I want to muse about it. To reach this goal, I need to talk to these people. I need to live with them. Buildings don&#8217;t talk; people do.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s why I done 12000km of bus. Because the focal point of my trip was in it: talking to people that came from around the world. It was my mobile house; a place where I invited people to talk; a place where I slept.<\/p>\n<p>Do I found what I was searching for? No. Peoples aren&#8217;t the thing I was searching for? I don&#8217;t know. Will I found it? I hope so. The only thing that I suspect is that I was searching for something at 5000km of my home when this thing could be just there.<\/p>\n<p>people trip Europe life culture<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was raining outside. I was looking at the depressiveness of the day. The snow was vanishing with the rain. The teacher was talking about Heraclites, Socrates and Plato. A philosophy class&#8211;the perfect place where to muse. What would I do in the future? What he look like? 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